- Apr 9, 2008
- build up the nation
At first I was gonna ask your 'sign' but decided not too because I was joking at first and didnt want to get too serous.
I have had DREAMS of some of my students (throw me under the glasshouse) and then would find myself in situations with them that the first thought was 'deja vu'.
It created some problems with me with at least one supervisor who accuse me of having 'inappropriate relations' with them. I have never had a sexual encounter with one of my students,of any age, evne when I was a 22 year old student teacher, teaching 12th grade economics at a local high school. Dont think the girls werent trying to jock me in those days. I used to get 'flashed'. It was quite embarrasing. I even had a girl on the track team (who later mysteriously attended the same college, where the mom of one of my students worked as a custodian) ran me down one day and asked me if I would go to the prom with her. She didnt know I was THE teacher.
So, three years. He did a good job of holding out. So I also know that this attraction was a real connection (not just lustful desire).
Remeber my rule? Well imagine ths. Some of the 6th grade girls I taught 18 years ago are now 30. The 18 year olds I taught in 1985 are now in their 40s.
It is quite possible (im giving you something else to think about..please forgive me) that you are 'time travellers'. Perhaps you were acquainted in a 'past life' . That 'psychic energy' is registering in your Karmic (Akashic) Record.
Again. What I am saying to you is very real. The thing is what do we learn today, in this life, from these recurring experiences which are deep in our conscious.
Deal with the fact that you may never resolve what you feel inside. Just try to move forward and learn from the experience.
We have both considerd this, he believes that we are soul mates or "kindred souls" as he put it. I have a hard time putting this behind me because of the energy that continues to resonate. This might sound crazy but, I have been sending him energy and I feel that he has sent me his as well and this is why i keep thinking of him.