Black People : Finding my way back to who I am

[Emerald_Queen]

Sometimes if feels as though I'm lost in who I am. Trying to stay above water, trying to see it through- for my children, and for myself.

I found that I lost myself shortly in the maddness of real life. I was/am so aborbed in making ends meat, and providing the necessities in my household I forgot about myself. The person I was. It's not like I don't know who I am. It's just that I am not an activite participant in Emerald! More or less I've put myself on standby. Haven't thought about what my hobbies are recently or thought about what I want to do to relax.

Kinda just limbo in my own world. Do others feel that way? I don't know I guess it seems a bit more confusing the way I'm explaining it and I'm not trying to be. It's just that it seems that I've been so focused on everyone and everything else I lost focus of myself...Forgetting who I am in the mix of it! Like oh yeah that's right I do like to play putt putt! LOL.

So right now, I'm just finding my way back. Slowly but surely!

 

[ibrahim]

Sometimes if feels as though I'm lost in who I am. Trying to stay above water, trying to see it through- for my children, and for myself.

I found that I lost myself shortly in the maddness of real life. I was/am so aborbed in making ends meat, and providing the necessities in my household I forgot about myself. The person I was. It's not like I don't know who I am. It's just that I am not an activite participant in Emerald! More or less I've put myself on standby. Haven't thought about what my hobbies are recently or thought about what I want to do to relax.

Kinda just limbo in my own world. Do others feel that way? I don't know I guess it seems a bit more confusing the way I'm explaining it and I'm not trying to be. It's just that it seems that I've been so focused on everyone and everything else I lost focus of myself...Forgetting who I am in the mix of it! Like oh yeah that's right I do like to play putt putt! LOL.

So right now, I'm just finding my way back. Slowly but surely!

Glad you are finding your way back.

 

[Emerald_Queen]

Thanks! Me too! Tonight I'm going to watch some movies with my boyfriend and chill.

 

[Clyde C Coger Jr]

In the Spirit of Sankofa and Real Truth!

Finding my way back to who I am...Happy landing


Sometimes if feels as though I'm lost in who I am. Trying to stay above water, trying to see it through- for my children, and for myself.

I found that I lost myself shortly in the maddness of real life. I was/am so aborbed in making ends meat, and providing the necessities in my household I forgot about myself. The person I was. It's not like I don't know who I am. It's just that I am not an activite participant in Emerald! More or less I've put myself on standby. Haven't thought about what my hobbies are recently or thought about what I want to do to relax.

Kinda just limbo in my own world. Do others feel that way? I don't know I guess it seems a bit more confusing the way I'm explaining it and I'm not trying to be. It's just that it seems that I've been so focused on everyone and everything else I lost focus of myself...Forgetting who I am in the mix of it! Like oh yeah that's right I do like to play putt putt! LOL.

So right now, I'm just finding my way back. Slowly but surely!

Emerald_Queen,

First, you have chosen an excellent screen name, I love it. Second, this is first class introspection, looking down deep into the soul. And thirdly, with the personality you project, the boyfriend and movies...you will arrive...Oh...almost forgot, and with Destee.com...Peace In my sister friend, for real.

 

[cherryblossom]

Sometimes if feels as though I'm lost in who I am. Trying to stay above water, trying to see it through- for my children, and for myself.

I found that I lost myself shortly in the maddness of real life. I was/am so aborbed in making ends meat, and providing the necessities in my household I forgot about myself. The person I was. It's not like I don't know who I am. It's just that I am not an activite participant in Emerald! More or less I've put myself on standby. Haven't thought about what my hobbies are recently or thought about what I want to do to relax.

Kinda just limbo in my own world. Do others feel that way? I don't know I guess it seems a bit more confusing the way I'm explaining it and I'm not trying to be. It's just that it seems that I've been so focused on everyone and everything else I lost focus of myself...Forgetting who I am in the mix of it! Like oh yeah that's right I do like to play putt putt! LOL.

So right now, I'm just finding my way back. Slowly but surely!

And I wish you well, Sister EQ!

I wish you some balance, some ying and yang to your life, some mental, emotional and social stimulations and relaxations to counter all you do as a mother, sister, friend, daughter...

I wish you a renewed relationship with you the person, the woman, the being, Emerald Queen.