Black People : Finding my way back to who I am

Emerald_Queen

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Sometimes if feels as though I'm lost in who I am. Trying to stay above water, trying to see it through- for my children, and for myself.

I found that I lost myself shortly in the maddness of real life. I was/am so aborbed in making ends meat, and providing the necessities in my household I forgot about myself. The person I was. It's not like I don't know who I am. :10500: It's just that I am not an activite participant in Emerald! More or less I've put myself on standby. Haven't thought about what my hobbies are recently or thought about what I want to do to relax.

Kinda just limbo in my own world. Do others feel that way? I don't know I guess it seems a bit more confusing the way I'm explaining it and I'm not trying to be. It's just that it seems that I've been so focused on everyone and everything else I lost focus of myself...Forgetting who I am in the mix of it! Like oh yeah that's right I do like to play putt putt! LOL.

So right now, I'm just finding my way back. Slowly but surely! :)
 

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Sometimes if feels as though I'm lost in who I am. Trying to stay above water, trying to see it through- for my children, and for myself.

I found that I lost myself shortly in the maddness of real life. I was/am so aborbed in making ends meat, and providing the necessities in my household I forgot about myself. The person I was. It's not like I don't know who I am. :10500: It's just that I am not an activite participant in Emerald! More or less I've put myself on standby. Haven't thought about what my hobbies are recently or thought about what I want to do to relax.

Kinda just limbo in my own world. Do others feel that way? I don't know I guess it seems a bit more confusing the way I'm explaining it and I'm not trying to be. It's just that it seems that I've been so focused on everyone and everything else I lost focus of myself...Forgetting who I am in the mix of it! Like oh yeah that's right I do like to play putt putt! LOL.

So right now, I'm just finding my way back. Slowly but surely! :)



Glad you are finding your way back.
 

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Finding my way back to who I am...Happy landing


Sometimes if feels as though I'm lost in who I am. Trying to stay above water, trying to see it through- for my children, and for myself.

I found that I lost myself shortly in the maddness of real life. I was/am so aborbed in making ends meat, and providing the necessities in my household I forgot about myself. The person I was. It's not like I don't know who I am. :10500: It's just that I am not an activite participant in Emerald! More or less I've put myself on standby. Haven't thought about what my hobbies are recently or thought about what I want to do to relax.

Kinda just limbo in my own world. Do others feel that way? I don't know I guess it seems a bit more confusing the way I'm explaining it and I'm not trying to be. It's just that it seems that I've been so focused on everyone and everything else I lost focus of myself...Forgetting who I am in the mix of it! Like oh yeah that's right I do like to play putt putt! LOL.

So right now, I'm just finding my way back. Slowly but surely! :)




Emerald_Queen,

First, you have chosen an excellent screen name, I love it. Second, this is first class introspection, looking down deep into the soul. And thirdly, with the personality you project, the boyfriend and movies...you will arrive:)...Oh...almost forgot, and with Destee.com...Peace In my sister friend, for real.

 

cherryblossom

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Sometimes if feels as though I'm lost in who I am. Trying to stay above water, trying to see it through- for my children, and for myself.

I found that I lost myself shortly in the maddness of real life. I was/am so aborbed in making ends meat, and providing the necessities in my household I forgot about myself. The person I was. It's not like I don't know who I am. :10500: It's just that I am not an activite participant in Emerald! More or less I've put myself on standby. Haven't thought about what my hobbies are recently or thought about what I want to do to relax.

Kinda just limbo in my own world. Do others feel that way? I don't know I guess it seems a bit more confusing the way I'm explaining it and I'm not trying to be. It's just that it seems that I've been so focused on everyone and everything else I lost focus of myself...Forgetting who I am in the mix of it! Like oh yeah that's right I do like to play putt putt! LOL.

So right now, I'm just finding my way back. Slowly but surely! :)

And I wish you well, Sister EQ!

I wish you some balance, some ying and yang to your life, some mental, emotional and social stimulations and relaxations to counter all you do as a mother, sister, friend, daughter...

I wish you a renewed relationship with you the person, the woman, the being, Emerald Queen. :toast:
 

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