Black Poetry : FAIRY TALES REALITY

FINDLOVEINME_RETURNS

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I am tired of this madness
Tired of this whirlwind called love
Tired of you hurting me but thinking you are too good to forgive me when I hurt you
if though you are better than the GOD I serve

How amazing is that

My hurt is only worth a generic apology
But your pride is worth my soul
Not today
today I take what little I have left in me

And tell you "I HATE THE SELFISHNESS IN YOU FOR DESTROYING THE TRUTH IN ME AND THAT WOULD BE THE LOVE I HAD FOR YOU"

ONCE UNPON A TIME, IN A MOMENT SO LONG AGO
THERE WAS A MAN I USE TO LOVE,
a MAN I USE TO KNOW

AND THAT MAN WAS YOU

but I don't believe in fairy tales anymore
You are not my knight in shinning armor
Or my Prince Charming,
You are my reality

And today
I hated you
FOR NOT having the courage to love me

Not because I was a woman
But because I was your WOMAN
And you chose to LOVE THE WOMEN OF THE WORLD INSTEAD

I don't believe in fairy tales anymore
You are not my knight in shinning armor or my Prince Charming,
You are my reality
And my reality is not beautiful , it is not my dream come true, it does not have a happy ending and it no longer consist of you

I am worth more alone than to feel worthless with you.



Written by Findloveinme_Returns
Formally known as Findloveinme
Copyright © 2012 by Findloveinme
 

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:hello: FINDLOVEINME_RETURNS ... Welcome Home Sister ... :wave:

It's good to read you again, have your energy in the house! :toast:

Thanks for sharing such a beautiful peace of you, yet again, with us!

If you want your old name(s) back, you can have them ... (i think) ... i'll certainly try, just let me know!

Again ... Welcome Welcome Welcome Back !!! ... :wb:

Much Love and Peace.

:heart:

Destee
 

FINDLOVEINME_RETURNS

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:hello: FINDLOVEINME_RETURNS ... Welcome Home Sister ... :wave:

It's good to read you again, have your energy in the house! :toast:

Thanks for sharing such a beautiful peace of you, yet again, with us!

If you want your old name(s) back, you can have them ... (i think) ... i'll certainly try, just let me know!

Again ... Welcome Welcome Welcome Back !!! ... :wb:

Much Love and Peace.

:heart:

Destee
Yes I really would like to have my old name FINDLOVEINME. If you could,It represents my work. I have not posted since 2004 under that name, because I changed my email address and could not retrieve my name, because I couldn't remember my password, that is when I started posting under FINDLOVEINMEBACK in 2008.I have a lot to share and I am here to stay. I truly missed doing what I love and expressing my passion through words. Thank you for your kindness and for welcoming me back.
 

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Yes I really would like to have my old name FINDLOVEINME. If you could,It represents my work. I have not posted since 2004 under that name, because I changed my email address and could not retrieve my name, because I couldn't remember my password, that is when I started posting under FINDLOVEINMEBACK in 2008.I have a lot to share and I am here to stay. I truly missed doing what I love and expressing my passion through words. Thank you for your kindness and for welcoming me back.


Peace and Blessings Sister ... :love:

I will not be able to merge all of your names right now, but it's a feature coming soon.

Once it is available (maybe a month or so), i'll make the changes, and let you know.

It's an honor to have you back home, a Member so long, and Premium !!! ... :love:

You're the BEST! Thanks so much for the love ... ohhhh ... and your picture is BEAUTIFUL! ... :mirror:

We are Blessed Beyond Compare !!! ... :swings:

Much Much Love and Peace.

:heart:

Destee
 

FINDLOVEINME_RETURNS

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Hi I was wondering if you got the feature to your site so I may merge my name. I have been sick but would like to starting writing again under my original name FINDLOVEINME

PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF THIS NOW POSSIBLE
ALSO MY OTHER SCREEN NANE IS FOUNDEDME but I truly just want to post under the name I start out with here in 2004

Anything you can do is appreciated
 

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