apologies are no good if the offense is repeated
so I wont say sorry this time, I just won’t repeat it
it’s similar to standing you up and I feel kinda bad
it makes it worse when you don’t get mad
I feel like I’m floating right now, drunk as a wino
I almost smoked some weed, but I gave...
Mom, where can I begin? It's like a long beautiful story that has yet to reach it's end..
I would be so much further behind if not for you, and I can't even pretend..
You’ve been the guiding factor that kept me from going over the brink
I love you and learned things from you that you wouldn’t...
cutting through dreams like a subliminal knife, my life spins like a discus
because of bad decisions I’m submitting to an unhappy heart
part of the problem is my inability to change quickly
and making bad choices is a major flaw in me
mistakes are part of a growing process....
missing you as you wet your body down
mad that as you're doing it, i'm nowhere around
i'd grab you soon as you step out, still dripping and wet
run my fingers along your slippery body, so the mood would be set
every day that goes by, i need you in my life more
beauty commonly runs skin...
thanx for the kind words to you all, rich i need to take a lesson in positivity so i can feel the way you seem to about things. thanx for the encouragement though, i see a tiny bit of light at the end of this tunnel, just cant stop running towards it
I’m lost, floating on a cloud of confusion, drifting like ash
sifting through my emotions, fearing intruding thoughts of my past
shifting gears like manual transmission trying to keep up with life
transmitting negative energy, sharp remarks cutting like a knife
I have no time for games, only...
i think we should bring back prayer in schools, our country is falling apart
we need a lotta work, but that would be a good start
war with other countries, our allies turning their back
when we had God in the forefront, we were on the right track
it's not as if everyone has to convert to...
**** it, im alone....that may never change so I should be prepared
I’ve been feeling so down lately, there’s nothing to which it can be compared
I even fail trying to talk to God when I pray
I don't stay on my knees long, I don't know what to say
I feel as if im failing on every aspect of...
My emotions are my pawns...
I can let them block things up, impede forward progress, protect myself....
or to attack, to feed off of their force in numbers, and let them set things up
My decisions are my bishops...
hanging around, sometimes changing the outcome of the whole thing...
my mood swings like the pendelum in a clock
i tried to hide my feelings under my attraction for a certain lady
but even she isn't making my mood improve lately
im way past empty, my life is like a void
going about daily tasks with all the liveliness of an android
trapped in a place with no bars or guards
but I can leave as easily as I can fly away
locked in solitude and bound by my own weakness
I should have never allowed her in my life,
now she has a vice grip on me like a pair of pliers
I try to leave her alone but she keeps calling out to me...
you poets make me feel tooo good about just writing what i feel...i thank you all so much for the kind words and the inspiration when i read your poetry and hope you can draw a lil from mine, that way the circle will never break.
i cant get enough of your name, its insane
you take up 55% of my brain and i cant maintain
im attracted to you like a moth to flame
its not about self esteem, but how can you feel the same?
is it real or am i reaching for hope in you?
is this a futile dream to have a love thats true?